HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...

2nite was a special day for me, because after 2day i will getting older.... 18 goin to 19...lolx...
19 man... 2 more hours from now... 19 come to papa!! 18 years old are really such a meaningful year for me, first year i am legal in drinking beer, went to university, leave all my family members and friends at kk(kinda miss them now)... this is not the first time i celebrating my birthday outside or not with my family and friends... actually this year might be the second year i celebrating like this... first time was when i'm in NS camp.. bt luckily i meet some friends and they celebrating my birthday with me...so nice and touch, they celebrate my birthday with me, although i juz know them in the camp... the past few years, i did get birthday cake in my every birthday my dad will always give me money... but he will never noe what i really wan... i duwan those artificial paper making money in my birthday,can u pls juz say happy birthday or juz buy a cake for me.. tats wat i really wan dad...
HIAH... bt luckily i still got a bunch of gud friends... they will celebrate my birthday with me every year... thanks guys!!! i really mean it.. bt this year i cant celebrate my birthday with them... oh yea still got 1 of my good friend is here with me...Pua Yee Ying is u...lolx..suprise
lastly, i would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself.....

LOVE???

wat a lonely nite again....listening love songs all alone...i hate the feeling of being lonely so much.

hope all of the love songs will "shoo" my loneliness away...but it ends up to be opposite...the loneliness still remain and be deeper and it makes me barely breath... mid term is juz around the corner.. but i dun think i've done the preparation.. the mood is jz not there... i cant study at all... i cant remember a single thing, although i study.. shit!!!

2nite i think of sumthing really stupid which is "what is love"? it is a complicated and fussy stuff? in my eyes love is a connection that involved a man and a woman, how complicated could it be... bt if they are really love each other, y do they nid to broke up? sumone guy or gurl will said he/she cheating on me, he/she got other guy/gurl outside, or i dun think i love he/she anymore... wat the heck... trust is the most importance substance in a relationship...agree? i understand words are always easier to describe but when u really faced it is really totally different... LOVE.. i never dare to love sumone b4... because i scare the feeling of being hurt... but one of my friend say u wil never noe if u never try it... or maybe i am juz too scare... or maybe i hv been through sumthing that really make me lose confident in love...

hope next time i will really hv the courage to try...ok tats all for 2nite

LUCK CHANGE!!!

heloo!!! 5 days never update my blog ad...cuz very busy last few days and plus dunno wat to write. i am in half dead situation now, finance mid term falls on the day after 2molo...shit!! i dunno how am i goin to handle it...hope i can did well in this mid term... all the calcultion in this sub makes me crazy... but wat to do, i am having this sub at this sem, so forced to improved it and i'll use my brain often..
i dunno why last few weeks i am so unfortunate, firstly i falls down from a motorcycle, then i had an accident, after that growing of my so called wisdom tooth(painful) and fever for 2 days, then i lost my specs at the waterfall, lastly i am totally broke now....haih... i wanna change my luck... wat should i do? go bye bye(in cantonese) or make a wish at the shooting star(i cant ever c a star nowadays)...lolx
my birthday coming... hope my luck will turn better after my birthday... good luck forever....HAHA!!! this is not greedy bt a dream.... election NB lost almost half of the states... bt dun give up yet... although i dunno whether i'll support u anot in the future...HAHA!!! ROCKET WIN... i am not feeling happy juz dunno wat feeling should i give....

MY DAY!!!

wat should i start in this blog....oh! 2day i woke up onli realize tat i got no clean clothes to wear..lolz wat the heck.. i was so nervous...wat can i do..i find every part in my room, my cupboard, under my bed(jk), my bag... luckily there are some clean clothes in my bag... so i went to my campus happily.... 2day i only 1 hour lecture, Ms chong sumore...she is like... dunno how to speak english...OMG..she is teaching me cost accounting..i hope tat she teach me sumthing else tats not involve in english language, bt tats totally definitely absolutely impossible... because everything in university are in english...oh gosh...help me pls..i nid to face her and listen to her alien languages for 7 weeks...CRAP..
after the class, i went to hv lunch with tien yi and sin lu...they were talking bra infront of me... wat can i say, cuz i dunno anything abt bra...HAHA!!! then after all the bra conversation is over... we plan to go waterfall dis cuming thursday or friday...cuz is too boring staying at home and facing the comp for the whole day...then after tat i went home...sitting on the chair and thinking of where did all my money gone...think until i felt so sleepy...then i went to sleep for 2 hours...lolx so i hv proven tat when u thinking something tats really hard to ur mind u will feel sleepy...HAHA...
after that, i went to pasar malam with my hsemate...bt we didnt buy anything...felt regret by going there without buying anything...then we went home, watch tv..talk crap and then laugh like hell.... then the most important thing is i wash my clothes at my friends' hse...gud!!
THIS IS MY DAY!!!

tired tired....^.^

Again a rainy day, wat happen to the weather...ok fine!! luckily i never wash my clothes 2day... 2day was really tiring for me, cuz me and vincent have accompany 3 ladies to ipoh for 1 day trip..wah we went to the 2 shopping center in ipoh, which are Jusco and Ipoh Parade...the only shopping center in ipoh..WTF.. Compared to KL there are much more smaller and the cinema was horrible...in this coming election i really hope that the person whoever in charge the ipoh area can build another shopping center like pyramid or 1 Utama..i miss them so much...if he really did that i guarantee he sure win in this election...trust me...
1 of the lovely lady is the one who asked us go Ipoh, but end up she didn't buy anything...sometimes i really don't understand girls tought...haihz....tell u guys wat, we walk home from kampar old town the our lovely house, it was like dunno how many kilometers away..this is wat happen when u are following ladies who wanna keep fit...lolz...beware...i go out at 2pm reach home around 10pm....bt in the end no regret...