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Today i am so happy and excited...i have done the most meaningful things in my life...HAHA
I buka puasa with the orphans, they are so adorable and cute...two of them asked me to carry them sumore...so tiring, but anywhere it was fun and nice..is the first time that i get so close to the orphans kids...
beside that, I've heard a really bad news that 1 of my sis friend having a tumor in her brain. i was so sad, even though i juz knew her. in that moment, i think human life are so fragile, we will gone juz a moment of second. Like we read in the newspaper everyday, there are many accident out there. for example, juz these few days one man juz threw her wife down from the building and killed 2 of the females in the condo...it is hard to predict wat will happen in the future...so y don't we stand still and do watever we wanna do in our life start form now. all of us out there, we have many goals and dreams, what have make us stop for goin further for it...all the fears, irresponsible, and many things more...that make us stop and tell ourselve that just forget abt it, we cant make it anywhere, all the excuses, no time, no money....but our life are short...why dont we just go and do it anywhere, and without any regrets in the future...
So from now onwards, i will do watever i thinks that is rite for me and no more excuses!!! I wanna live without regrets in my life...

many many things in my mind

2nite is the last nite in kampar for this semester...cuz after 2day i going back to kota kemuning for 3 months...dunno wat am i gonna do at there for three months...gonna work i guess..earn money and go for leadership program..one thing that concern me is, i am so afraid that i cant enroll anyone...shit!!!but no matter wat i'll put my 100% on it..like wat i've done in this final examinations...no regrets..no matter wats the results look like, but i've done my 100%, this is wat I know.
Besides that, i am glad that me and my hsemate vincent...has chat many many things 2nite...some sort of man talks...he shares many point of view. feelings. and experiences to me...although vincent u tell me that u are still holding back some of it...but i am still glad, cuz this the result that i create...ok maybe u are not understand wat this sentence means...HAHA! In the sense of age, u are younger than me, but the things u said and think are far more mature than me...shame on me...lolz
u tell me that, is hard to find a true friend, but dun be worry i am ur friend, support u always...sound so gay! lolz...but is true...this is wat i learnt in the training by using love and care will make this world looks better, meaningful and more colourful...
to all my friends i'll be there for u, no matter wat....i promise!!!faith brought us all together, there are no accident...trust me!!

Feeling!!!

Phew..wat a day!! the most toughest test on earth (management), is finally over...But still got 3 more papers to go...QT, accounting and microeconomic...but at least i no need to wake up in the middle of the night, to get things done, i mean get all the theories in to my tiny little brain...but for the previous two papers I've done my best on it...no regrets...lolzz
today was my best friend Pua Yee Ying's birthday, guess wat, i've given her a most memorable unforgettable birthday... ok this is how the stories goes, first i called her i tell her that my car are down in the middle of the road, and ask to come see whether she can help me on or not...but wat I really glad are, she never give any excueses or said she is not free or wanna prepared for the exam...she juz said where are u? ok i come now...i can see to genuienest in her.... this is wat friends for... by ur side when u need them the most... and i hv written her a poem..HAHA...
this coming sunday are Moon Cake Festival, the moon shine upon so bright, all of the children playing candles and tanglung... makes me recall bek my past childhood... so happy and so pure...Last time, I dunnno wats the importand of being in the family when is in fesival, like this wan...but now i noe... family is one and only place u can be or seek for support when u the most.. they will never torn u apart... and make u down...
sis i noe u are sad because of somethings happen, but u must noe me will always by ur side support u and care for u...things will never always come in the right way, and it is unpredictable...u are the one who teach me wats the importand of family and friends...
u are the one who lead me the way...u are the best sis!!