letter for my mom!! (delivered)

To: my lovely mother in heaven

This morning i woke up with a smile... everyone must b curious y am I smiling once i woke in the morning..its not because of the sufficient sleep that i got, its not because of the weather were nice, its because i dreamt abt you last night.. it was so long u had never appeared in my dream mother, but finally u got into my dream once again last night, I still remember that we chat and talked in dream like wat u normally do with me and giving a mother dialog to me.. Mummy u are still the same, there are no changes in you in my dream, with a pair of big eyes, short black sliky hair that u have, warm hands... I miss all these so much, thanks for letting me recalled it back agian...
once i woke up I do not know when am I gonna dream about u again... I hope that it will not take that long for u to get into my dream again... its almost 13 years for now.. i do miss you alot.. but i hv already let go and i knew that u must b surrounded by angels all day long, how does really feel like? but one thing I will not forgot the smile that appear in ur face, when i am down... sometimes i barely remember the tone or the eyes u hv... but once again u make me recalled it back.. is just feel like u are still with me all the time, and i know ur eyes will always stayed at me and jie...cuz u love us so much...
sometimes i really nid to showed gratitutes to the god, he takes my mom but still left a very good sister and dad for me... and I do learnt many things in these couples of years, so dun worry mummy! we are totally doing fine here...
hope u are doing fine there too, but i noe u will...
it was so nice got to c u again after so many years, but no doubt u are the best mom after all....

From: ur lovely son