Feeling!!!

Phew..wat a day!! the most toughest test on earth (management), is finally over...But still got 3 more papers to go...QT, accounting and microeconomic...but at least i no need to wake up in the middle of the night, to get things done, i mean get all the theories in to my tiny little brain...but for the previous two papers I've done my best on it...no regrets...lolzz
today was my best friend Pua Yee Ying's birthday, guess wat, i've given her a most memorable unforgettable birthday... ok this is how the stories goes, first i called her i tell her that my car are down in the middle of the road, and ask to come see whether she can help me on or not...but wat I really glad are, she never give any excueses or said she is not free or wanna prepared for the exam...she juz said where are u? ok i come now...i can see to genuienest in her.... this is wat friends for... by ur side when u need them the most... and i hv written her a poem..HAHA...
this coming sunday are Moon Cake Festival, the moon shine upon so bright, all of the children playing candles and tanglung... makes me recall bek my past childhood... so happy and so pure...Last time, I dunnno wats the importand of being in the family when is in fesival, like this wan...but now i noe... family is one and only place u can be or seek for support when u the most.. they will never torn u apart... and make u down...
sis i noe u are sad because of somethings happen, but u must noe me will always by ur side support u and care for u...things will never always come in the right way, and it is unpredictable...u are the one who teach me wats the importand of family and friends...
u are the one who lead me the way...u are the best sis!!

feeling....

wat a boring day in kota kemuning(My hse), so i decided to wrote a blog, since nothing better to do...HAHA.
Last nite, i went to my friend's basic graduation...wow, all the feeling suddenly juz came rite up, and I think of the time when I'm in basic, all of the friends...all hugging around, share the tears together. tat was so cool...LOL
I am goin for this coming advance traning, bt some of my basic friends are in leadership already...so tat means i nid to make new friends and adapt to the new enviroment all over again. but i dun think that is a problem for me...=P i juz cant wait to go the advance, eventhough i nid to skip classes for this, bt juz no regrets...everyone out there always asked me the same question: wah! so expensive RM2800 for 1 training, y u still choose to go?then I'll answer them u will never noe how it feels, at least u really get into the training and feel it by urself. I always felt grateful because i am having such a good sis who introduce me to this training. thanks sis~~
ever since the basic my relationship with my stepmom gets better and better...we start to chat and sms each other...and with my dad, brother and sisters...feel so proud for myself..HAHA
BTW, finals are juz around the corner, i nid to be prepared, i need to meet my goals...and try my best on it...all the best to myself...u can do it!!!advance here I come...

08/08/08

I juz ended my English class, hooo tat class was so boring..the lecturer named pritham( i think so) talking about graph in the lecture class for 1 and the half hours...my god terribly, sickly, horribly, dramatically bored. HAHA ;p and he gave us our english examination marks.. gosh i got such a low marks for this paper... swt!! my grammar really sux... nid to improve it by reading all the collection of Harry Potter books... but i dun think i'll make it..its as thick as a dictionary. finals coming soon, but still not feel like studying. help me!! Quatitative Techniques are killing me nicely and softly....sounds like a song title..HOHO...oh yea recently i am addicted to SDO, shit i nid to get rid of it asap... if not it will definitely affect my finals. oh btw, today is a big, huge, special day for china, beijing, because olympic starts 2day, hurray...china has prepared for so long for this day to come...now here it is!!! Good Luck to All the contestant...especially Malaysia's...all the best...

Juz feel like writing...

Blogging is really a weird thing to me... I'll only write it when i feel like writing it, and I merely touch it when the mood is not there. haha... this is me! I do everything based on my mood, I am really a moody person, easily influenced by my mood. For example, yesterday i might said I will go back to KL the next day, but I will change my plan suddenly on the next day. Every time I telling myself to be responsible for what I've said, and keep mine words, but there are always many excuses in my mind, and making me to change my mind. Hey! wake up u have been in the basic, how can u be like old days, so irresponsible for wat have u said!!! After the training i've made a promise to myself, I must be open, honest and responsible for everything. But now I take back everything, and go back to my comfort zone. So tired of being like this, everyday just try to said something that is no true, to make my friends feel better. And all the ppl around me just saying sumthing to me make feel better as well. scare for being honest and genuine. So hard to being honest with them. I am not blaming them, I understand...that's no wrong by wearing a mask. What's wrong with that...everyone out there are wearing a mask. there are competition everyday, compete abt everthing... results, girlfriends/boyfriends, money, everything. y don't we just make a win win situation in everything? Rite compete is to improve urself, but must us compete in all sort of things, don't you feel tired by competiting everyday? wake up everyday, thinking of strategies, and thinking of how to win. I have enough of these... and wake up and wear the mask to faced everyone out there, smile at them...BUT THE SMILE ARE SO FAKE!!!! make friends with someone, but honestly trying to take advantages over them...y we need to live like this?

my training....ASIA WORKS

raining day again...dunno wat happen to the weather...i am having QT mid term this weekend..shit i havent do any revision yet..and my maths are so so so bad...Dunno y 2day i felt abit weird...erm.. abit down maybe...i also dunno why? i think is because sometime I will felt like i am nobody...because i cant really mix well with my friends or even my housemate...cuz watever topic they are talking or discussing, i juz cant mix it in...hiah...and somemore my psp, dunno wat happen? Maybe is my hand to gatal go and update the firmware...so now cant play games already...haih...need bring it to hospital ad...all of them when out for yumcha, left me here...they do ask me to go also...but i juz dont feel like not going...no mood...think of the damn QT mid term and about my schedule...so stress..because I need to go for and advanced training..and I affraid i might having test on that particular week...HOW??? i really wanna join this training, i cant wait to go already...i miss my training friends so much...there is the only place that i wont feel any distance between me and them...all of us is like being tight together by an invisible rope...i will not wearing any mask, all of us over there are so genuine, they will tell me wat is their feeling...and they wont hesitate or avoid by giving me any feedback...miss this kind of feeling so much...so i cant wait to go...that time went all of us cry and hug each other together..the feeling are so fantastic...i cant say it out by using words...i want this feeling to remain always, i hope everyone can be like this...ASIA WORKS ROCKS!!!

friends....

weird...suddenly felt home sick pulak...dunno y....beside home sick i also felt missing my friends at kk so much...those memories tat we made together...no matter tat is happy or sad we past it 2gether...we share all the happiness and sadness together.. when u are in trouble they will lend their helping hands to u....start to think back all the things tat they do for us...wat a friend mean...wat are u doin when they are having problems and when they need ur help...will u be there no matter wat?to all my best friends out there....yee ying, xing ying, shi yan, chuin yoong, jin shan, wei kiang...i appreciate u guys so much.. i make sure no matter wat i will be there when u guys are in trouble or when u guys nid me...to share watever u guys wanna share to me....i committed to all of u...friends are priceless we cant buy it with money or anything else...so lead them and bring everything good to them...friends i love all of u....

yee ying u are the best driver ever..

wow!! finally i updated my blog... its like years tat i last updated my blog...LOLX.. cuz its kinda busy last few weeks... exams, assignment, and bla bla...everything come together...busy until i cant do anything else... but now i'm damn free, cuz i am having my sweet semester break for 4 weeks, while all of my friends still nid to get their asses back to college and university...but i'll juz stay at home doin nth...wat to do...sem break ma...lolx
last 2 days, a miracle happen to me...this is how the story begins...i woke up early in the morning...because i nid to rush bek to kampar and follow my best friends' car bek to KL....and her name was yee ying...at first i was abit worried...lolx sorry yee ying...cuz she is still a beginner like me...although her skills are better than me...i am praising u, yee ying....ok so we start our journey around 12.30pm...along the journey, my responsibility was keeping her awake...so i nid to kept talking and talking...damn tired....ok finally we reached KL around 3pm(roughly) we were so happy..then who knows my lovely friend go to the wrong road...LOLX..so obviously we are lost in the middle of nowhere...i am not blaming u yy...i am juz telling everyone...lolx helping u to increase ur reputation...so she called her dad to lead us the way home..and at least i reached home safely...thank god....but tat's around 4 sumthing..lolx
so as the conclusion, yee ying u are really a pass driver than me....lolx and i'll still followed ur car next time and still keep holding on my part which is keep talking and talking....