my dream come true!!!

Today i would like to write about things happened few days ago...happen in the last Saturday..
this morning i woke around 11 sumthing... my younger sister knock on my door, and ask me to wake up. I said:"Stop knocking already, i am coming." once i get out from the room, my dad, my stepmom and my siblings are all preparing to go for shopping in mid valley, and besides that cuz i am going to perform piano there. "YEAH" Claps hands...
when i am young, I have this very small ambition to be a pianist, but because of mine family problem, I have no chance to learn piano when i am young. So since now i am in a training called leadership program.. I have this chance to play a song by using piano in the shopping mall which is surrounded by many ppl there, my parents, friends... At first i was very nervous, my plams are sweating...and i start to forget the notes...
but once i look at my friends and family members there, i tell myself i nid to be confident and i have to make my childhood dream come true...HAHAHA...eventhough, it is a performance that less than 5 minutes, but for me that time are like 5 years! SWT... but once i finish the performance, i feel so happy...YIHAR!!! full of energy...

o.O Btw i haven't tell u guys wats the song title...













the title is beauty and the beast... i've only pratice for 1 week...LOLz..so proud of myself and thanks for coming guys!

Father

You may have thought I didn't see,
or that I hadn't heard,
Life lessons that you taught to me,
but i got every word.
Perhaps you thought I missed it all,
and that we'd grown apart,
But dad, I picked up everything,
It's written in my heart.
Without you, dad, I wouldn't be
the man I am today;
you built a strong foundation
No one can take it away.
I've grown up with all your values,
and I'm very glad I did;
so here's to you, dear father,
From your forever grateful child ( kelvin).

Its my honor to have You as my DAD!!

TAG!!

Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a note with 16 random truths (shortcomings, facts, habits or goals about you) about you. At the end choose 10 people, and tag them. Try to include the person that tagged you so they can come back and see your answers!

1. I am not such a loving and caring person, seriously last time... but now i am! lolz

2. I am having a really good family and friends who will always care for me.

3. My mom past away when i was 7

4. I wanna be someone that are useful and can make decision by my own.

5. I won't do things that will hurt my family.

6. OK i cut my friend's hair before.

7. I wanna know more about my self and doing things differently rite now.

8. I like to watch movie alone.

9. I like to sleep alone.

10. I wanna b a friend can count on and trust by my friends.

11. I am learning to give unconditional love to people around me.

12. I am a horny person too.

13. I wanna hang out with my friends often and go holiday with them.

14. I talk too much, and sometimes don't listen to other ppl.

15. I wanna b muscular.

16. I hate my eyebags.

finally i am done, this is my first tag thingy.

be strong on ur stand

One day u wake up and realize that, things that u having are not the same anymore,
what are u gonna do? simple when u wake up one day, u are all by ur own, u are alone without anyone beside u.
sometimes I will feel really tired, I've made a stand so strong, bt in the end it will juz
flew away like that, juz like wind. but i will never give up! things will change when u make a different I believe in this. the most important thing is u go 100%, and the return are really doesn't a matter to me.
time goes by every minute every second, but somehow i don't really realize, last time i dun really take time in my life seriously. Juz let it go like tat, but now everyday i am doing things differently, full of challenges.
My LP journey its already halfway to the end, until now I've already enrolled two of my best friends to join this coming basic. i am so happy at the moment when they got enroll, cuz i know no longer from now, they might facing the same things that i am facing rite now. So excited! the moment when i stood infront of them in their graduation, and say thank you to me, its the most precious things i've ever get. I know this might b the most difficult stand tat i've ever made, and in the middle i might faced many breakdowns, but once i think of the graduation and the thank you they gonna say, it will make me make this stand even stronger. In my tidy brain there are juz few words, which are I WANT THEM TO GO!!! friends juz listen here no matter what i won't give up on u guys... i'll support all of u!!!

What is missing?

Wats the problem by sharing and expressing out the feeling? we cry because we are sad, we laugh when we are happy, thats human beings. What is the point by hiding our own feeling and suffer ourself.
Just let the damn image down from the face, and just be who u are.
human will never change, which is so true. But what can we do it's just realize it and make a different in our life.
There are many people out there, who are satisfied with their career, relationship or many other things, but there are still some people never satisfied with their life.
Its very simple just rate ur life from 1 to 10, how much will u rate ur life?
if u rated 8 so why don't u wanna reach 10? What is stopping us to reach there?
And once I asked this question to many people, they will said my life is good
I'm satisfied with it, happy by living in this life and doing the same thing all the time.
but honestly is that what u really wan, or maybe u are just too ego and self center, perhaps u do not want people to know ur weekness.
If i can make a stand in other people, i will definitely do it, and make stand in myself as well, to make the world a better place.

L1F3

Today i am so happy and excited...i have done the most meaningful things in my life...HAHA
I buka puasa with the orphans, they are so adorable and cute...two of them asked me to carry them sumore...so tiring, but anywhere it was fun and nice..is the first time that i get so close to the orphans kids...
beside that, I've heard a really bad news that 1 of my sis friend having a tumor in her brain. i was so sad, even though i juz knew her. in that moment, i think human life are so fragile, we will gone juz a moment of second. Like we read in the newspaper everyday, there are many accident out there. for example, juz these few days one man juz threw her wife down from the building and killed 2 of the females in the condo...it is hard to predict wat will happen in the future...so y don't we stand still and do watever we wanna do in our life start form now. all of us out there, we have many goals and dreams, what have make us stop for goin further for it...all the fears, irresponsible, and many things more...that make us stop and tell ourselve that just forget abt it, we cant make it anywhere, all the excuses, no time, no money....but our life are short...why dont we just go and do it anywhere, and without any regrets in the future...
So from now onwards, i will do watever i thinks that is rite for me and no more excuses!!! I wanna live without regrets in my life...

many many things in my mind

2nite is the last nite in kampar for this semester...cuz after 2day i going back to kota kemuning for 3 months...dunno wat am i gonna do at there for three months...gonna work i guess..earn money and go for leadership program..one thing that concern me is, i am so afraid that i cant enroll anyone...shit!!!but no matter wat i'll put my 100% on it..like wat i've done in this final examinations...no regrets..no matter wats the results look like, but i've done my 100%, this is wat I know.
Besides that, i am glad that me and my hsemate vincent...has chat many many things 2nite...some sort of man talks...he shares many point of view. feelings. and experiences to me...although vincent u tell me that u are still holding back some of it...but i am still glad, cuz this the result that i create...ok maybe u are not understand wat this sentence means...HAHA! In the sense of age, u are younger than me, but the things u said and think are far more mature than me...shame on me...lolz
u tell me that, is hard to find a true friend, but dun be worry i am ur friend, support u always...sound so gay! lolz...but is true...this is wat i learnt in the training by using love and care will make this world looks better, meaningful and more colourful...
to all my friends i'll be there for u, no matter wat....i promise!!!faith brought us all together, there are no accident...trust me!!